Toph

Toph always seemed like she was moving to the beat of her own drums to me.

Core

A long time ago, i really disliked someone. I couldn't understand, it felt like this person was making use of me, at that time, i couldn't bear leave anyone alone by themselves, so i was caught between what to do. That was a horrible decision. Every action made me miserable afterwards, making me question time and again what i was doing. How can someone so selfish and superficial even exist? Even now i question what happened, i was not completely absolved of blame of course, i retaliated, even if it was an unconscious attitude that leaked out. I hadn't realised i was lashing out at that time, and maybe that worsened us. Perhaps at the end of the day, we were just too different, i should have realised it from the start, we just couldn't understand each other. I thought i could accept everyone, empathise, and push myself to see things from their point of view, i never realised how difficult that actually was, until experiencing someone so radically different. The most interesting thing i realised was that it wasn't our hobbies, our background, out lifestyle that was different, it was our very core that was different. Perhaps one day i can overcome this too.

Having a good time~~

Somehow, i did not feel real hungry after swimming today, which is pretty weird since i usually do. Maybe its that cup of Eskimo milk tea i had right before i swam. Bought some stuff today and quite tired but i got this week's mcdonalds cup ^^ (its purple). Also visited the cats today, Chubbs is super cute! They mostly seem very sian today thou, hope they are not sick or something. Luffy (Olive) is my favourite, we ran into their (Panda, Olive, Moo Moo, and one unnamed one) owner today :). Oh, also got scratched on the leg, calling that one Biteytoo, naughty Biteytoo! Thats about it i guess :)

Meow

MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW!

>:(

I'm a bit annoyed today, the stupid smoker next door always smokes in front of his house such that his smoke always blows into our house. So damn annoying every single time, its like i can't even stay in my own living room. The worse part is i can't do anything about it. Ass.

Haha

I feel quite happy right now, i always feel quite happy when i'm writing :)
Haven't written anything on here for quite some time now but today i saw my sis on her blog and thought it would be nice to write here again.
Today was quite boring, i did nothing much. Recently, my violin keeps on getting out of tune, not really sure why, ever since i changed the D string. Makes no sense thou, i only changed one string and the other three get out of tune too :/
My friend cancelled with me tomorrow, so bored but its ok, i made other plans :)
One thing i did do today is listen to Michael Jackson's version of Smile, someone on tumblr was talking about it and i went on Youtube to listen to it and its really beautiful :') Btw, fun fact, this song has never been sung live by MJ.

 

stupid

I'm the kind of stupid person that will wear gloves on a hot day just so i can take them off afterwards. I'm also the kind of stupid person that will stupidly wait for someone who doesn't want to meet me then hide away when they arrive so that they don't have to see me.