Thursday

Today is a pretty good day. 

I took a walk this morning. Although it was quite hot yet cloudy threatening rain at the same time. I bought da dong prawn noodles and some ngor hiang, fish fillet on the way back. Feels like I overate. It's not bad but also not really worth the queue. Although maybe it was beacuse I got the soup version, others seem to have all ordered the dry version. 

I did a replicable task list for events and sent it out to use. 

Then emailed my supervisor my questionnaire items for advise. 

Made some mental notes of plans for my team arrangements. 

Pending tons of stuff from others right now so just waiting. 

Also managed to do laundry today, kudos to me! 

I wanna go take a walk and have a drink at a nice cafe somewhere. btw I finally finished Babel a few days ago. Should pen down my review in another post soon. 

Read? 

Continued into chapter 3 of babel. 

Clean? 

Did laundry today. 

Learn? 

Converse?

Had an online meeting today with Ed from the consulting company. It was quite hectic, not sure how productive it was. 

Spend? 

Had a baileys and chocolate at awufully chocolate, probs buying hornfun for dinner later. 

Do and Feel? 

Nothing much, been feeling rather tired these couple of days. 

Tomorrow? 

Tomorrow is saturday, was thinking of getting tiramisu at wicked but it is also valentine's day, not sure if it would be crowded. 

still reading Babel, currently still on chapter 2.

Form Submission Details

• Question 1: still reading Babel, currently still on chapter 2.
• Question 2: i hung up the new clothes i got from taobao.
• Question 3: 50 in Turkish is Elli.
• Question 4: I did not talk to anyone today.
• Question 5: I bought two pucky tap tap online today, and got yoghurt.
• Question 6: I setup the whole google forms to blogger with ai's help today :) still took me half a day due to all the permission issues. I also onboarded a new volunteer. Also I picked up playing Virtual Villagers 4 today. Today I also signed up to volunteer with JCCC, so hopefully I'll hear back from them soon.
• Question 7: Setting up the form to blog link feels like a good acomplishment. Playing Virtual Villagers is really satisfying although the gameplay is so slow. The villagers have cute voices and the puzzles are real hard.
• Question 8: If things are clear at home tomorrow, I would like to do laundry.
• Question 9: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1ddwo2-CkP1yFW7hmYnwKSMKwWw_mZ4dg

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Toph

Toph always seemed like she was moving to the beat of her own drums to me.

Core

A long time ago, i really disliked someone. I couldn't understand, it felt like this person was making use of me, at that time, i couldn't bear leave anyone alone by themselves, so i was caught between what to do. That was a horrible decision. Every action made me miserable afterwards, making me question time and again what i was doing. How can someone so selfish and superficial even exist? Even now i question what happened, i was not completely absolved of blame of course, i retaliated, even if it was an unconscious attitude that leaked out. I hadn't realised i was lashing out at that time, and maybe that worsened us. Perhaps at the end of the day, we were just too different, i should have realised it from the start, we just couldn't understand each other. I thought i could accept everyone, empathise, and push myself to see things from their point of view, i never realised how difficult that actually was, until experiencing someone so radically different. The most interesting thing i realised was that it wasn't our hobbies, our background, out lifestyle that was different, it was our very core that was different. Perhaps one day i can overcome this too.

Having a good time~~

Somehow, i did not feel real hungry after swimming today, which is pretty weird since i usually do. Maybe its that cup of Eskimo milk tea i had right before i swam. Bought some stuff today and quite tired but i got this week's mcdonalds cup ^^ (its purple). Also visited the cats today, Chubbs is super cute! They mostly seem very sian today thou, hope they are not sick or something. Luffy (Olive) is my favourite, we ran into their (Panda, Olive, Moo Moo, and one unnamed one) owner today :). Oh, also got scratched on the leg, calling that one Biteytoo, naughty Biteytoo! Thats about it i guess :)

Meow

MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW MEOW!