Toph

Toph always seemed like she was moving to the beat of her own drums to me.

Core

A long time ago, i really disliked someone. I couldn't understand, it felt like this person was making use of me, at that time, i couldn't bear leave anyone alone by themselves, so i was caught between what to do. That was a horrible decision. Every action made me miserable afterwards, making me question time and again what i was doing. How can someone so selfish and superficial even exist? Even now i question what happened, i was not completely absolved of blame of course, i retaliated, even if it was an unconscious attitude that leaked out. I hadn't realised i was lashing out at that time, and maybe that worsened us. Perhaps at the end of the day, we were just too different, i should have realised it from the start, we just couldn't understand each other. I thought i could accept everyone, empathise, and push myself to see things from their point of view, i never realised how difficult that actually was, until experiencing someone so radically different. The most interesting thing i realised was that it wasn't our hobbies, our background, out lifestyle that was different, it was our very core that was different. Perhaps one day i can overcome this too.

Having a good time~~

Somehow, i did not feel real hungry after swimming today, which is pretty weird since i usually do. Maybe its that cup of Eskimo milk tea i had right before i swam. Bought some stuff today and quite tired but i got this week's mcdonalds cup ^^ (its purple). Also visited the cats today, Chubbs is super cute! They mostly seem very sian today thou, hope they are not sick or something. Luffy (Olive) is my favourite, we ran into their (Panda, Olive, Moo Moo, and one unnamed one) owner today :). Oh, also got scratched on the leg, calling that one Biteytoo, naughty Biteytoo! Thats about it i guess :)